Anyways, I especially relate to her midnights becoming afternoons, complex PTSD often leads to this phenomenon, whether due to purposeful sleep deprivation by the abuser, or just hyper vigilance associated with the PTSD, along with the fear of facing people, especially your loved ones, who funny how you say the words domestic violence, abuse, abuse survivor and boom the subject changes. The abuser has no anxieties, no emotional pain, or salience/memory for that matter, so the survivor appears to be the crazy one, obsessed with the abuse and that buzzword that seems to ignite arguments about diagnosing people without a degree, etc. I believe this is another amazingly on point and nuanced commentary on the insanity that follows emotionally abusive relationships. To you, I'm a toy, but I could be the boy you adoreĪlthough you're untrue, I'm attracted to you all the more I'll be home, I'll be beside the phone waiting for you It's not you, you let me down again (hey, hey, hey)Ī little time and I'll make you happy (hey, hey, hey) I went to the door, I can't take any more "I'll be over at ten," you told me time and againīut you're late, I wait around and then (bah-dah-dah) So build me up (build me up) buttercup, don't break my heart I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin' When you say you will (say you will) but I love you still Just to let me down (let me down) and mess me around?Īnd then worst of all (worst of all) you never call, baby Why do you build me up (build me up) buttercup, baby
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